the only way i can keep my head up at school is if i can find drive to do something.
crying over every class isn't going to help me.
ate half an apple and a coke zero today,
walked half an hour
almost passed out again
kept down grapes.
total calories: 100 - sigh.
total net cals: -200 or so
total diet pills: 4 - OD'd again.
total smokes: 1
fasting tomorrow until sushi. sigh.
I still feel so fat.
make me as invisible as I feel.
**LOST 2LBS IN 4 DAYS.
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