Do You Know?

Do you know what it's like...

To eat pudding with a wooden skewer because you want it to last seeing as it's the last 80 calorie portion of your day?
To feel so guilty for eating a few mouthfuls of pie that a friend bought ...to go purge and undo it all?
To feel so utterly disgusting, fat, horrible, revolting ...all the time?
To have purged a total of 12 times?

Food intake:
1 muffin
few mouthfuls of pie
1 portion of fat free, sugar free jello

Physical Activity:
30 min walk home (-300 cal)

Totals:
+450+80-300 = 230 cal


I'm tired of this :/

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