Watch me while I bleed.

the only way i can keep my head up at school is if i can find drive to do something.
crying over every class isn't going to help me.

ate half an apple and a coke zero today,
walked half an hour
almost passed out again
ate fruit and dinner (purged.)
kept down grapes.

total calories: 100 - sigh.
total net cals:  -200 or so
total diet pills: 4  - OD'd again.
total smokes: 1


fasting tomorrow until sushi. sigh.

I still feel so fat. 
make me as invisible as I feel.


**LOST 2LBS IN 4 DAYS.
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