I Could Really Use A Wish Right Now...

May 13, 2011

Let me tell you a story of a girl,
She feels alone, like she's doing all the wrong things in her life. But she doesn't want to go back to the place where she once was. She likes living a life of uncertainty, but hates having to be alone. She's most vulnerable when she's alone.
She's sad that you have gone. But she is happy that she is strong enough to live without you.
She is upset that a person in particular has not tried to help her more, but happy that he decided to stay away and not nag. She wants help, but she doesn't know for what...


Lust
If you could bring yourself to see
By your utterly blind eyes
How much she pays, what a fee
The wall behind which she cries

Cries for others who have lost
The battles that were surrendered
Those silent lines that were crossed
Heroes have been rendered

For nothing is more important as getting through
But by your blindness, I cannot see
If only you could take a fucking clue
And see what you really mean to me.


But you don't care, so why should I?