I didn't mean to...

I didn't mean to...

I started my day with a muffin, 

then had pie in math class, which i then threw up

and came home (walking) and had pudding

total? 230calories.

And then i had this AMAZING idea >.>

"i should just keep eating, because if i'm doing this ABC thing in a few days, i should completely mess my body up by eating more then i do normally and then starving it fully again!"

...yeah I'm up to approx 650 calories.

and i'm DISGUSTED AGAIN. 

omfg, i need to get my facts in order before i do anything like that again. The ABC's will keep me on track, I know it - i'll diet and make plans for it - done! 

But right now, I NEED to stick to <500cals.

I'm doing liquids tomorrow as punishment. Fml.