I'm having people over tonight so i had to do baking for them during the day >.<
Eaten/Smoked/Drank
licked spoons off cookie dough >.> my little weakness...
snacked on chips,
too much to drink .
total calories: too much alcohol to tell.
Excersized
Did I Have To Cut?
i cut all of FAT when i was drunk + two on my wrist
Thinspiration
I'm so scared I'm going to binge, I went down another pound today. Finally some rewards for my work. I'm so tired and I don't want to have to rely on smoking to get me through days. Once I can't smoke anymore, then what am I going to do? I'm having like two smokes a day now...
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I'm scared what's going to become of me, but for now I'm listening to Ana.
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5:00 p.m. Holding strong, people haven't arrived yet - they come at seven and there's food out the wazoo over here >.<
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